once open the box.
there is another box.
before the letter had been read.
everything seems to be so clear.
headache, heartache, both just came looking for me instantly.
tears can just easily form by reading the first few lines.
there is still way too much to type...
i guess i shall just keep it to myself.
happy 5th anniversary.
bye love.
040709~041209IT IS FINE BY ME.
what is really more important,
your name or you yourself?
you want me love you or your name?
what's so wrong thinking of other people?
must i think of you every single second?
don't always tell me you don't mind when actually you do.
don't always do things for the others when you don't even like it yourself.
don't always say thing just to make people happy but not yourself.
didn't i told you that I'm going back to the old self?
didn't i told you to think before you speak?
didn't i say that one day i will change and you will too.
good or bad, up to you.
i thought that you would really take note of it.
you said yes yourself, and what happen now?
i'm sick and tired of repeating unnecessary things over and over again.
even i'm a recorder, i will spoil or run out of battery one day.
this is not the first few times that i have to repeat, it is the a lot of time.
why do i even bother?
i can lose her why not you?
is cause i don't want. UNDERSTAND?
the impact for her is more than enough to handle.
now you going to do the same thing?
come on, wake up.
i'm already different, i changed.
why don't you?
-MARCUS
wakakakaka :]
time passes real quick.
its soon to be the 3rd month :]
i want to bring happiness to those i love :]
mid-year is coming soon!
need study real hard :[
-MARCUS
Happy birthday Claudia, half a year had pass huh?
why was today's moon colour so red?
tomorrow is already my birthday, there is still no mood for that.
-MARCUS